My birthday is next week and I could care less. I couldn't sleep well last night. My mind is all over the place. So excuse this post. In a years time I'll have lost 4 of my top 5 in H!P.
But honestly It hasn't sunk in yet and I doubt it will till the 2017 Winter concert when they aren't in the lineup. I'm trying to just be my usual aloof self about it and treat this like any other graduation but 15 years is how long I've been here so like the young H!P members and Trainees, I've never known a H!P without Airi or C-ute. I wish I was in a better financial position to be able to prepare for this. I hope they at least venture out of the country and have a few concerts overseas before leaving. I feel like I'll regret it if I don't do that.
But if not, I'll hold onto my two brief C-ute meetings that I had back in 2014.