by Muni » Tue Nov 20, 2012 5:04 am
F*ck. Why? Why? WHY???
Oh dammit, this hurts so badly that I just now have words to express how sad I am.
But I'm not frustraded. I love Reina ever since she joined, she never left the first position in my rankings (sometimes, she just shared with other people). Beeing a Morning Musume fan for so long and having alredy the experience of seeing your favorite graduating (Gocchin...), I always though that I was somehow prepared for when this day arrived. But I am not.
I really love Momusu as it is right now. I love all the members. This line up is exciting me more than MM has excited me in years. Everyone can possibly replace Reina in her no 1 position. But seeing her go now that every thing seems just perfet just breaks my heart.
I'm not really worried with Momusu (as I was when... I don't know, Aichan graduated maybe). I'm not worried with Reina too. Actually, I'm soooo happy for her band. She seems relly excited when she talks about it. I think Reina alredy gave everything she could to Morning Musume, and now it's time for to follow her own path. Her declaration in her blog made me this realize this, that she's not a girl anymore and now she's searching for her own way to shine. And of course I'll keep supporting her.
And now, let's just hope for a graduation ceremony in SSA! That would be amazing!!
Tana♥Shige