honestly, i talk about her more now that i miss her so much than when she was still around.
but she was my perfect aidoru, so no amount of omni-presence would ever make me "realize" she's not good..
it still feels weird to have a non-MM member be my favorite current H!P girl (Airi), but Airi is just so amazing that i can't help it even if i tried. and i DID try, i tried to place Sayu at the top.