Noa's poses~
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Just now when I was watching TV with Noa.......
Noa suddenly said
『mamaーnoa wants to be in the TV too!』
※(mama).... reacted like "Eh!?"
But well, Noa has her mom and dad both doing this kind of job so I was thinking that at some point Noa would say she'd want to do it too, but........
Already!? ....kinda
It surprised meΣ( ̄□ ̄)!
Well...
If Noa wants to do this job, mama won't be against it
But, as I debuted when I was 12 and had every day filled with work, and couldn't spend much time with my family, and couldn't go to school normally and I didn't have friends in school so I don't really have any good memories from school....
So now, I kinda regret? that I couldn't go to school normally, study normally, talk with friends, play with friends, be stupid, fall in love... And just be like a normal girl...
I don't want Noa to feel like that.
But because of that it doesn't mean this job didn't bring anything good with it
On the contrary, I'm grateful for this job....
I get to do things one can't do normally....
And I really want to do it so it's really fun
But I just started out a bit early, sorta
Like
I realize now that I wish I would have gone to school properly, and because of that I want for Noa to go to school normally
I want her to go on school trips and such too
And for her to go to reunions of middle- and high school
But life has various roads one can take
But, you decide life on your own
So, you have to take responsibility of your own life
This is what I can tell to myself now
Yes
Because, surely there are a lot of regrets, but even if you regret the past, it won't come back
So you have to think, that you decided something and because of that I'll do it this way and it'll surely get better
Because if you don't look forth and think positively about it and go that way, nothing will start
If you forget your feelings about not giving up, and giving your best, nothing will go forward
Well, there are things when you have to give up too, but
Lately I think
That life is really difficult, isn't it
I told her something similar to that
Noa decides life for herself
but, as her parent I'll have her listen to my opinion
And after that, it's up to Noa to decide
mama's ideal is
That if Noa really wants to do this job after all, I want her to graduate high school and if she can debut then I want to work together with her
I want us to wear cute clothes and work together on TV, stand on stage and sing and dance
It's a big dream of mine
Well, if Noa really wants to do it that is
First thing in the morning I go on talking about serious things like this!? It became kinda long
But from early morning I got to think of various things
We're a family of wild ideas after all (laugh)
But, as parents we're worried about our children's future, but one looks forward to it, too
Noa's and Seia's....
What kind of children will they be?.... What kind of adults will they become....
I really look forward to it
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