...Well, I think "wanting to die" is taking it too far
At least for me, it's more like "damn it it's over and now they may not come back for a looonggggg time, nothing to look forward to...
"
but still with the "holy shit i just did that" vibe to it. which is awesome.
Oh, and the "well everything is downhill from here" feeling.
but that'll pass soon enough, hehe.
(and also, I disagree with the guy who said "you are basically touching a god"..... they aren't gods. they are other humans. Who perform for us. and are awesome at it. and have awesome personalities.
If you treat them like human girls, they will treat you like a human being and maybe even care. If you treat them like goddesses, they will treat you like you don't exist, probably because they are weirded out?) I mean, I understand people go because it's THEM. (heck, i went too because it's THEM.) but if you go purely because it's THEM, then you won't get anything out of it. The fact that you are also able to convey a message to them, even the "you came to ny and made us all happy!" or "i hope you enjoy ny!" handshake and smile, that is right there very pleasing. Especially if the girls end up taking it to heart.
And in our case, them coming to NY was just as exciting and scary for them as it was for us.
I bet these handshakes as opposed to others meant much more to them than one guy going 50 times in japan, because these were more special, in a way.
And specifically, the people that go a billion times in one event, of course the girls will get creeped out or something!
(and let's not talk about the guys who said "I just want to be able to feel the hand of a high school girl" >.>)
Some wota are strange.