lol After reading over the old entry, it really is not a tantrum at all lol. She's disappointed in herself for not leading better, and C-ute's success has made her realize that. Her post is a renewed promise to do better for the fans, and that's not pathetic at all. She says she's going to be more active in leading Berryz, and that's not a bad thing or pathetic in the slightest. Let us look at more of what she wrote, shall we?
"I need to lead the members more actively.
I’ve just now finally noticed this.
…It’s really late, isn’t it."
" I started thinking more about what I should be doing as Captain for the sake of the members, as well as all the fans who come down for our concerts.
My active self has come out now that it’s become our 10th year."
"I should take the lead in order for this thought to become a reality.
And so, all the members, and all the fans, please get energized together with Berryz Kobo!!
Please follow me!!
I’ll do the best I can as Captain, with all my heart!!!"
"Since I’m helpless just by myself…
I’m naming Natsuyaki Miyabi as sub-captain.
I’ll decide what the other members will be in charge of as occasion calls."
She acknowledges that she needs help, and appoints Miya, because she needs help. Not to add fuel to the fire, or to scramble for attention. lol Or is it that she did this publicly that qualifies this as "pathetic" ? At least she's letting us know that she knows and has the same concerns as us about Berryz too, and that she's actively going to work to change that. I'd rather know of it, than to not hear anything at all and continue thinking that the girls dont give a hoot at all, and are going to continue to coast until their terrible showing at Budoukan. She's letting us know that they're gonna be fighting, isn't that what we wanted?